Monday, November 01, 2004

end scene from a movie

I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me... but it's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst...and then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life...
You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure. But don't worry...
You will someday.

i lifted this from a script site for the movie "American Beauty", i hope i don't got to jail or hell for doing this, but this is how i have been feeling lately. so many good things are happening in my life right now and with the focus and mindset to see a lot of them, at times it feels like my brain is on fire and their aren't enough hours in the day and i forget that i'm pissy without my sleep. so many plates are in the air right now and it feels great. a new job, art projects and school on my mind and in the near future, a trip out west for my 30th birthday, and my old body coming back....i am indeed super grateful.


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